We all need a breather.
Date : Wednesday, November 11
Time : 8:33 PM
Title : Step out of your own shadowwwwwwwww


& yes I would.

I feel like blogging again but I don't know WHAT.
Have not been on the computer for so long that I don't know what to do.
Plus, it's super slow.
I'm really excited for my mp3/4. And also my new phone.
If you tell me that you are treating me to kbox tomorrow I will give you a free hug but I don't think anyone would want my hug. HAHA. Your loss then.

Invite me out and make my day a wonderful one and I will smile the whole day even though my teeth are ugly.

Grant my wish for braces and you will be my hero. Or heroine.

Change my body's skin to a complete flawless one and I will be really contended. I really will.

I will not need to hide anything anymore.

Accompany me for one day and show that you have done it willingly.

Laugh with me, not at me.

It would be a perfect dream then, because it wouldn't come true.

Happy sweet 16.


Date :
Time : 6:23 PM
Title : Back.


Hello everyone I'm back. Actually I shouldn't say everyone since I'm the only one.
O levels are finally over, and I thought I will be super happy on this day.
11/11 is the day that we kept dreaming about, but in the end, it doesn't feel that great after all.

These few days I have been thinking, and I realised that I have been really ignorant and stupid in the past.
It almost feels like Shakespeare mocking plays at those times.
I feel like I've been too serious about friendships and not realising that people do not even care about a shit about it.
So why the hell did I waste my time over these matters when I can just lie on the sofa and watch tv?
Because I care. But they don't. So from now on, I'm not going to be so bloody hell stupid and do all these redundant rubbish when they don't mean anything to others.
I don't mean that I want people to reciprocate or what shit. I just want to feel the appreciation from people.

It is not even about that matter. I don't even want to talk about it here.

Okay, I don't feel like talking about that anymore. Since olevels is over, I shall not think so much anymore.
Before olevels I have studying to distract myself out of all these nonsense but now I have none.
I shall go out to stop thinking too much or else I will go bonkers or something.

Okay...I feel like going karaoke :)
I know I have been saying this for like n months/years but it is really too ex.
Plus, you need to see who you are going with or else it will be a waste of money(though I'm always the one snatching the mic but it's when I'm with my family) because very paiseh to let people hear your singing.
Can't wait, because I have asked alot of people already :D but I think I'm going only one or two times cos very ex.

Next, I'm changing phone and probably buying mp3/4!!
Haha so happy to think of that. Although I know I will miss my laupok phone but the cover really kept dropping and my 2years are up, so I have a pretty good excuse to change it :)
For mp3/4, I have been saving up my money for it! I really want one because of certain reasons.
Sometimes I feel that it would be a good 'weapon' to shut the world around me. Haha!
Okay la, I know I'm quite zibi but who cares now. I'm not that idiotic wimp anymore okay.

Okay and I also need a job, go prom shopping.
Speaking of prom shopping. I suddenly feel very tired thinking of it. But also quite excited.
But my skin is so freaking gross I think I shall just put on some stockings/leggings with my house curtain and a belt and go.
Anyway people won't care less, since I'm such a loser in their eyes.

Okay okay tv time now. Bye everyone I go watch jidanchaoyadan now.





Date : Friday, August 28
Time : 11:15 PM
Title : Remember the days


Poa and lit were rather screwed so I shan't talk about them.

Went out with Ly today! I like going out with her!
Hahaha. Met up with her at the mrt stations and we kept getting confused
because I don't know whether to stay in the train or come out.
My bad.
Then we went around spotlight, because I want to make gifts for teachers' day,
so I go there for inspiration lor!
But hor, the stuff there very expensive, so we went Daiso instead.
And I bought wooden clippers with pink hearts on it!
So cute man, so I buy lor.
Then we went bugis to take neoprints :D
Damn long never take already, I feel like some lost sheep when we were taking
cos I don't know how to operate the new machines.
Actually the machines are not very new, but I think I too outdated already, that's why lor.
So here are the neoprints! :

I dyed my hair leh! Envious anot!

Then just now when I was looking through my neoprintbox I found our ancient neoprints of the past :




This was in primary6.
Look how we have changed man. I think my face very nice leh, you think leh?
Aiya, surely agree with me one right!

After that we went to iluma, this very nice mall which I don't even know its existence.
Such a good place to camwhore.
Theres this wall of banehneh then actually I wanted to lean on it to take photo
but I figured that it's quite paiseh so I never take lor.
Then we went to bugis street.
Woah, I really think I very long never go out already.
I go bugis street like go overseas like that, I think if I go alone I will get lost.
Bought nice earrings :D So happy!
Then my mamammaama called me and I left to meet her in bishan and
my mum actually allowed me to buy clothes!
Woah, so shuang man. I feel so fortunate :)
Then we met with my auntie to go do some stuff.
Saw yip on the way home in bus!
OH AND BTW I gave up my seat to an elderly in bus
and helped an elderly for directions in mrtstation.
HEHEHEH.
Such a coincidence ah.

I'm super hungry and tired now.
I'm very happy.
Cos I tried on the clothes just now and I look quite nice.
(Aiyo, so embarrassing!- auntylucy)
Yay.
ANd today's outing is very satisfying as compared to te other earlier ones...
*Ahem*



Date : Saturday, August 15
Time : 10:33 PM
Title : :/


I hope I'm not thinking too much again!


Date :
Time : 4:46 PM
Title : Hey, your smile just dropped.





Sometimes, you just have to let it go.
:)

Have a sudden crave for fried potato related food.
I haven't eat them for a long time!



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